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Second. Read: Tonight during a night of worship at youth group God taught me soo much about his love and who he is. It was absolutely amazing and mind blowing.It started by me praying for some of my best friends (though i only got through 2). They have been going through a lot and i just felt like i needed to pray and pray hard. I started out with bf#1 praying for things going on in their life and struggles/addictions and then moved on to bf#2 and once i started praying for #2 it was crazy. I was praying against some of the things holding them back and praying for some of their struggles and God showed me just a hair (literally the width of a strand of hair) of how much He loves #2. It was completely heart wrenching and mind-blowing. Throughout feeling some of His love for #2 i felt like my heart was going to explode! It was the best feeling ever. He showed me how He sees my friend. Every hair on their head, every freckle painted on their skin, every musckle in their body, even their rosey cheeks (<3) were formed and made perfectly just the way God wanted them to be. He made #2 beautiful. He then to proceed to also show me how proud He was of my friend. It was beautiful......just beautiful.
Then "How He Loves" came on. Every time i hear this song, i feel like dancing. And to show you a piece of my heart, this song is Jesus' and mine. Every time it comes on we dance together. Its my favorite thing in the world, i love it. During the song though I was holding a sleeping Gabe, Joel and Jacq's babeh, (he slept all through the blasting worship music only to wake up after it was over to see everyone leave. It was hilarious!) I decided to stand up and dance with Jesus anyways. As soon as i started dancing and singing to the song. God started showing me more of his love. I was dancing there holding Gabe, kissing his head during the breaks in the lyrics, making sure he was comfortable in my arms, praying he was warm enough, protecting him, praying for protection on his life and family, loving him, knowing that no matter how long or how tight i hold and wish he doesn't get hurt i know in my heart he will. This is how God loves and holds us. Hes our Daddy. He holds us and rocks us to sleep every night. He kisses our foreheads and cheeks. He wants us to be comfortable and content in His arms. He protects us. He wants nothing more than for us to stay in His safe loving arms away from harm, away from hurts. He doesn't want anything to happen to us. Regardless, He can foresee every scar, every heartbreak, every bruise, every hurt that will come in our path and wishes it wouldn't happen but knows no matter what, no matter that he is our Father, no matter if he tells us No, he can do nothing to stop it, because its something we need to learn. Its how we grow. How we learn to love. All he can do is love us. And He's so good at it. Hes soo soo good at loving us. Every time we push our Daddy away to do our own thing, he's always right there to pick us up when we fall and get hurt. He loves our hurts away. He just loves us. Makes us feel better.
God is our Daddy. But He's the perfect dad. He might get angry but quickly forgives, when we disobey Him, He takes us back with open arms. He has unconditional love for us. It never wavers, only get stronger with each passing second.
He made you Perfect.Every hair on your head was placed with confidence. Perfectly. Every freckle painted on your skin was put there with every part of his being. Perfectly. Every musckle in your body was formed with the best of the best skill. Perfectly. The color of your eyes and skin were picked for beauty just for you. Perfectly. You were carved with love, joy, confidence, longing, adoration, everything in his mind was the best. Perfect. Everything with you in mind.
Your his child.
Your his love.
Your his everything.
Perfect.
Never a disappointment.
Never a disgrace.
Never an embarrassment.
Never an annoyance.
Never a hindrance.
Pure Perfection.
He loves You.
